i love you hunniee

[[ for you ]]

since i met you im not hte same you bring life to everything i do just the way you say hello that one touch i cant let go never thought id fall in love with you because of you my life has changed thank you for the love and tha joy you bring because of you i feel no shame ill tell the world its because of you some times i get lonly wen all i got to do is think of you ... you captured inside of me you make all my dreams come true its not enough that you love me for me you reached inside n touched me eternally i love you this explains how i feel for you because of you my life has changed thank you for the love and the joy you bring because of you i feel no shame ill tell the world the magic in your eyes true love i cant denie wen you hold me i just loser control i want you to know that im never letting go you mean so much to me i want the world to see its because of you .. because of you my life has changed thank you foe the love and tha joy you bring its because of you...

ill alwayz love you no matter what

                                                     5.1.o4                       AiLeeN n AaROn

AiLeeN

hRMm.. tOdai was a GREAT DAY!! cuz iono iM happiee... ^_^ n tOdai is MY CUZZINZ bdai!! EJ... HAPPIEE 18th BIRTHDAY EJ!! MUAH!! MAY ALL YOU DREAMZ N WISHEZ COME TRU! n HOPE WE CELEBRATE YOUR BDAI BY HAVING A HOTEL MARTIEE OR SUMTHANG... I WANNA DRINK UP!! wOot wOot! ahhah! WELL HAPPIEE BDAI NE WAYZ MUAH! ne wayz.. i MISSH MY HUNNIEE AARONZ! n yea.. last nite me n hiM was taLkiN bOut hOw much we LOVE each otha n aLL.. n dat we waNNa stay tOgether FOEVER! which i want.. cuz i REALLIEE THINK DAT HEZ DA ONE FOE ME! i mean.. I JUSS HVE DA FEELING.. ^_^ n i LOVE DAT FEELING! weLL i though i was dReaming last nite dat i was talkin to him on da phone.. buh yea.. i guess i was tOo sleepiee to remember.. BUH YEA I DO NOE DAT ITZ TRUE THO.. n this mornin me n my hunnieez was talkin bout it..n yea last nite me n hiM made a PROMISE to EACH OTHA.. dat we wuLd alwayz be together NO MATTER WUH! n i made dat PROMISE TO HIM.. n he MADE DA PROMISE TOO.. ^_^  n i usuaLLy duN keep my PROMISES! buh yea.. DIS PROMISE I'LL ALWAYZ KEEP! hRMm.. IM SOO IN LOVE WITH THIS GUY! YOU DUNNOE HOW IN LOVE WIT HIM.. I WANNA SPEND DA REST OF MY LIFE WITH HIM.. i tOld my mom once dat imma never have children n imma LIVE ALONE wen i gRow up n nOT get maRRIed! n she told me dat IMMA TAKE  EVERYTHING BAK ON WUH I SED SED sOOn.. N GUESS WUH! shez RYTE... I TOOK BAK EVERYTHING I SED.. EVERY LIL WERD! becuz i FOUND SUMONE VERY SPEICAL TO ME! N i HAVE DIS FEELING DAT ME N HIM WILL BE TOGETHER FOE A LONG TIME.. [[HEY PROLLY EVEN GET MARRIED IN DA FUTURE.. YOU JUSS NEVER NOE]] ^_^ buh I LOVE SPENDING EVERY MIN EVERY SEC EVERY HOUR EVERYDAY EVERYWEEK EVERYMONTHZ  n SOON EVERY YEAR with him! BECUZ I LOVE HIM SOO MUCH! N I WULDN't CHANGE NUTTIN BOUT HIM! HEZ DAT SPECIAL TO ME! ^_^ n i LOVE HIM ALOT! [[n babiee i hOpe your reading dis.. cuz itz fOe you! n ONLIEE yOu!]] ^_^ n bebiee yOu make me feel sOo special n LOVED! n i love dat feeling! n i hope i'll alwayz have dat feeling! ^_^ weLL juss wanNa say i lOve you n I MISSHIN YOU LIKE CRAZY! MUAH! love you bebiee

AiLeen n AaROn    5.1.o4

AiLeeN 

eHH tOdai.. iono tOdai.. was a wieRd day... cuz eveR siNce i wOke up dis mOrnin i was thiNkin bOut dis one sOng caLLed SEPERTAED by usher.. iono y i wOke up thiNKin bOut da sOng.. buh i did.. eHH.. n yea thROugh out da whOle day it was stuck in my head..cuz yea.. dat songis depressin n sadd... n i duN wanna think bout it.. it juss alwayz cOMez to my head.. .. eHH!! eRRR!! =( I MISSH MY BEBIEE SOO MUCH!! n I LVOE HIM SOO MUCH! das aLL i gOt to nOe.. n thiNk bOut.. weLL ne wayz.. my day was yea.. like i sed kiNda depRessiN n aLL.. buh yea i thiNk i'LL maNage... *sigh* weLL yea.. uMm.. i juss had to get dat Out.. soo yea.. i thiNk iMma be gOiN nOw.. ta ta fOe nOw... byeee

AiLeeN

fOr suMoNe veRy speciaL tO me!! fOe my BEBIEE!!

tOdai is a speCiaL dai fOe me .. becuz todai is my n my huNNieez 3 MONTH anny.. ^_^ hRMm... weN i feRst met my huNniee.. me n him started out as frenz... n we weRe fReNz fOe a pRetty LONG tyme.. which was kool n all.. buh deN through out dat frieNdship we were having.. i guess i started to have feeLiNgz fOe hiM.. n i waNted tO be mOe deN fRenz... buh i was tOo scared to teLL hiM... cuz i might juss get huRt maybee cuz he wuLdn't feel da saME.. n weN i teLL we might stop talking to me becuz of all da AWKWADNESS... weLL as MONTHZ passes us by.. he begaN to be bizziee aLL da tyMe.. soo it was like he didn't hve tiMe fOe me ne mOe.. n i uNdeRstOod y... n weN eveR id caLL hiM.. he wuLd alwayz teLL me hez bizziee n aLL.. sOO i stopped taLking to him foe a few MONTHZ... which felt so hard not talking to him becuz i hve these feeling foe him n im surprised at myself becuz i hung on to those feelingz that sumday i wuld be with him... n deN oNe day.. i saw hiM online n i was like *wow.. been along tyme since i talked to dis fool.. y wuNt i IM him*  sOo i IMed hiM.. n we started to talk agen.. n das weN i tOLd hiM hOw i feLt bOut hiM.. n deN he respOnded teLLin me * how come you never told me y juss now.. * n i tOld him dat *i was too scaRed dat yOu wuLdn't feel da saME* n he sed * weLL i dO... i never told you how i felt becuz i thought you wuldnt feel da same* n i was like * I HELLA LIKE YOU ... YOU DUN NOE HOW MUCH I DO!!!* n das wen me n hiM started to talk more ofteN on da phone n talk bout being in a relationship wit each otha n aLL dat... i was REALIEE HAPPIEE!! n weN he asked me oN MAY... 1....2004 ... i was happiee n i was SMILING DA WHOLE DAY!! ^_^ n i sed yes... n das hOw me n aaron got together.. n siNce deN I FELL FOE HIM... IM LIKE SOO IN LOVE DIS GUY!! iono wuh wuLd happen if i ever lost hiM... he MEANZ EVERYTHING TO ME! n i MEAN IT BEB! the past 3 monthz we been together bebiee made me soo happiee... juss nOeing dat your miNe n iM yOurz! yOuR da ferst guy dat ever made me feel like dis .... n itz speciaL tO me cuz i thiNk dis mite be da guy i waNna stay with foe along tyme... N IM HAPPIEE DAT I GOT YOU! n I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!! MUAH! cuz bebiee your dere wen i need you.. yOUr dere to make me happiee wen iM sadd..n you juss mean everything to me! n i appReciate everythiNg yOu duN fOe me! i LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART! n nO matteR wuh happenz i'LL stiLL LOVE YOU! ALWAYZ!

HAPPIEE 3 MONTHZ BEB!! LOVE YOU! MUAH!!

AiLeeN n AaROn           5 . 1 . o4

AiLeeN

juLy 30 2oo4

tOdai i weNt tO the mOvies with anggelyn my hunniee aaron n his fren mike.. n we watched HAROLD n KUMMAR GOES TO WHITE CASTLE .. dat MOVIEE IS HELLA FUNNIEE ahaha weLL yea ne wayz... it was fuN becuz i gOt to speNd tiMe with my huNniee hRmm.. I MISSH YOU BEB!deN weN we were guNna go sit in our seatz.. freakin mike was beein all nast sayin wow aileen you showing me a lil SNEAK PREVIEW... n i was like wuh!! ughhh!! PERV! man wuh a SICKO!! doesn't he not cee i got aaron!! weLL aftah da mOvies we were bout to leave we weNt thrOugh dis ONE exit... n it was like heLLa caRz... n i was like * THIS IS NOT WHERE I PARKED MY CAR* ahhaha fRuM EURO-TRIP.. heLLa fuNniee n we aLL cRacked up ^_^ weLL deN weN we weRe waLkiN miKe was aLL DUDE WHEREZ MY CAR.. n yea i juss started to laff... n deN we FINALLY FOUND HIS CAR... n yea WOW HIS CAR SQQUEEEEEAKZ! haha weLL yea deN we weNt tO jaMba juice n MY HUNNIEE got me my strawberries wiLD MMMM!! SOO GOOD.. BETTER DEN MANGO AGOGO ahhaha ^_^ itz TURE BEB! weLL yea deN he bought anggelyn sOme cause he Owed heR ONE... n aNggeLyn thought aaron didn't get her any.. soo mike bout her one too.. n deN yea.. wen aaronz order was up.. anggelyn saw 3 cupz... n she was all like WTF i thought you didn't buy  me any... n deN hez all yes i did... n deN mike coMez with anggelynz n deN she was LIKE WOW! i got 2! DAYM! WUH  A FATWHORE! ahhaahhahha! deN yea.. we weRe OFF to aaronz hOuse.. n wen we were on da way we saw sOMe of his fReNz at suM park thingy... n deN .. weN i was dRiNking my jaMba juiCe aaROn ( i hOpe oN accideNt ) SHOVED DA STRAW IN MY UPPER LIP ... daym did it HURT!! HE GOT MY GUMZ DERE TOO.. *OUCH* n it stiLL heRt kiNda.. =( buh itz okay... I STILL LOVE MY BEBIEE!! MUAH! weLL den we gOt tO aaronz house n me n anggelyn got scaRed tO go iN becuz yea Of his pareNt mite get madd.. buh yea we stiLL weNt iN.. n deN.. we aLL RAN UP TO AARON ROOm.. hehe deN yea we weRe listiNing tO musiC n anggelyn was on his COMP... tRyin to play GB buh it duN weRk... n MIKE was on da fLOOr ALL BORED LOOKIN... playin with his CELL PHONE...n yea me n aaron was on his bed cuddLiN.. wow.. IT FEELZ SOO GOOD WEN HE HOLDZ ME.. i neVeR waNt hiM tO let gO ^_^ n deN yea me n aaROn was kissiN.. n MIKE sed * were not here to watch you guyz FUCK* n dat REALLIEE GOT ME MADD! i juss waNted to shOVe sumthing UP HIS ASS!! eRR!! n deN aaron asked him wuh does he wanna do.. n he didn't answeR ... soo aaron asked him agen.. n he sed iono we can do wuhever.. n all dat shitzz.. eRR he was beeing a BITCH! weLL ne wayz... yea n deN it was wieRd becuz wen me n aaron was on da BED.. mike got on da bed too.. n i was like wtf.. n he was looking at me.. alwayz looking at my ASS... n my boobz.. man!! nasty! n deN yea.. wen i was on top of aaron kissin him.. becuz dere was no room mikez FATASS.. took my spot.. soo i went on top of aaron hehe WOW it feLt gOod ahhaha wiNk wiNk ^_- weLL yea n den i was kissin aaron n he was like looking at me.. n i was like uMm yes.. n he sed ohh nuttin.. n he looked away.. WEIRD MAN! n deN yea.. he juss kept on teLLiN me dat he caN cee my uNdeRwaRe n aLL.. n i was like deN y you lookin if itz a PROBLEM.. n i was all itz meaNt to be fOe aaronz eyez ONLY! n he was all like ok.. n deN yea mike started to talk bout thongz.. n how old grlz start to wear eM.. eww!! weLL yea.. deN me n my huNniee waNted suM pRivate tiMe buh deN dey where dere.. anggelyn n mike.. sOo yea.. nO REAL pRivacy.. buh yea.. ehh..deN we pLayed dRagOn baLL Z... which was fuN buh aaron cheated becuz he KNEW HOW TO PLAY.. n WE DIDN't n he kept on winning.. n we lost.. buh MIKE beat hiM ONCE.. ahha BEB YOUR A LOSER! weLL tOmaRROE is me n my bebieez 3 MONTHZ aNNy!! IM SOO HAPPIEE!! buh daym it weNt by fast! BUH I ENJOYED EVERY MIN .. HOUR.... DAY ... OF IT juss beign with hiM makez me happiee!! ^_^ I LOVE YOU BEBIEE!! weLL yea n deN we had to go hOME... buh i didn't waNNA.. buh we had too soo mike dRove us hOMe.. n i was dere in da bak with my huNniee.. n i thiNk i feLL asLeep oN hiM..? iOnO.. lol wait i thiNk i did.. lol weLL it feLt gOod sLeepiN oN hiM.. becuz i gOt to sLeep with hiM.. ^_^ it feLt sOo gOOD wen his aRM was aRouNd my waist n i was sleepin on his LAP.. hRMm.. I MISSH  HIM !! weLL yea n deN.. i was juss sLeepiN away.. n i thiNk i was SNORING..? hahah ^_^ i was TIRED.. n weN iM TIRED i INTEND TO SNORE.. hahah iono how LOUD i was snOring buh yea i nOe i was .. iono itz wieRd cuz i heaR myself SNORE sumtymez.. n aaronz sed das NOT POSSIBLE.. buh i CAN!! lol ahha n yea.. we were almost near my house.. n angglynz FATASSWHORE!! wanted to stop by mcdONALDz.. n yea cuz HER FATASS WAS HUNGRY!! lol weLL yea den MIKE BOUGHT HER SOM MCDONALDZ.. n we dRove off to my hOuse.. n yea.. i gave my last kissez tO aaron n we got off da caR.. n yea i GAVE HIM A TIGHT HUGG!! N I DIDN'T WANNA LET HIM GO!! =( buh i had tO!! soo i kissed hiM gOod bye n he kissed me gOod bye.. ^_^ hRMm.. n weN i weNt inside da ferst thing i did was change my clothez n GO TO SLEEP ahhaha  deN i waNted tO caLL my huNnieez buh deN anggelyn was ON DA PHONE.. sOO sORRIEE BEBIEE...!! MUAH! n sOo i juss weNt tO sLeep thiNkin bOut my huNniee! ^_^ eRR I MISSH HIM!! weLL das bOut it.. ON MY DAY.. sOO ta ta fOe nOw.. byeeez  I LOVE YOU HUNNIEE!! MUAH!! VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCH!! MMMMMMMMUAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

AiLeeN